When I was young
Around the age of 9 or so,
I had this rule I'd go by,
If today was a bad day,
Tomorrow will be a good one,
And vice versa,
But as I grew older,
As time went by,
Day after day they broke my rule,
And now I'm stuck in a phase where tomorrow doesn't seem any better than today.
I hate talking this way,
I wish I could write down something happy,
But i can't,
I stopped smiling from my heart,
And this is the only place where I don't need to fake a thing.
What do you do when those closest to you see your strengths as flaws?
I wish I'd do better at explaining how I feel and what I want.
A shoulder to lean on is all I want,
Why does it seem so hard?
Why did people stop listening,
Why are we become more and more self-centered?
Why Why Why
Why is it every time we ask why we fool ourselves in expecting a certain answer,
Yet deep inside hidden in the corner of our heart it lays unseen.