Tuesday, 19 October 2010

I need help!

I NEED HELPPPPPPPPPPP

ABY SUGGESTIONS, PAST EXPERIANCES, AYSHAAAAAY BS GET MY OUT OF THIS PHASE!!!!

I CAN'T SEEM TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNINGS,

WE9ALT MAR7ALA MA GMT ASMA3 IL ALARM!!

I'M ALL OVER THE PLACE,

MAKO STRUCTURE TO MY DAY,

KLA NOM OO NET,

ABY ADRES MO GADRA,

MO 3ARFA WAIN TO START,

A7S MAKO TIME,

BS AKO TIME,

LOADS OF TIME,

OR ELSE HOW AM I WASTING IT,

ABY ABCHY,

I WANT TO BREAK DOWN,

BS 7TA THAT I CAN'T DO,

IM JUST STUUUUUCK,

I WANT TO SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAM,

BS HAM I WANT TO SAY IM OK,

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,


SHASAWY B3MRY?????


UNI STARTED 4 WEEKS AGO OO STILL IM NOT GOING TO ALL MY CLASSES,

IM SKIPPING LECTURES OO IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE SHIT,

ABY I LOOSE WEIGHT,

ABY I GET MY LIFE SORTED,

ABY ABY ABY ABY,


THE LIST IM6AWEL,

BS HOW TO GET ILY ABEEH MADREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE,


UFFFFFFF I FEEL LIKE A POTATOE!

Monday, 18 October 2010

And in order to please you, I've abandoned myself.

Stronger Than Ever.

How I wish you knew, how much I need you
I feel like running but I can’t abandon you
You avoid my gaze, withdraw from me these days
You punish me for trying to be all that you wanted
What more can I do?

Running

Why does running away seem so difficult,

I want to close my eyes,

Rest my mind,

And wake up at a time where all I feel is peace.

I don't want to care.

Sunday, 10 October 2010

Why I am grateful to God.

I saw this video on youtube which got me thinking,

At times something minor happens and it makes me grateful for what I have or haven't.

But I feel like showing myself, so I'm writting up a list.

1 I have a family
2 I have an education
3 I have food
4 I have a home
5 I have cloth
6 I have friends
7 I have health
8 I have a heart
9 I have a mind
10 I have freedom
11 I have faith
12 I have money
13 I have love
14 I have the ability to speak
15 I have warmth
16 I have water
17 I have both my wants and needs
18 I have nice memories
19 I have the ability to forget
20 I have the ability to forgive
21 I have people who love me
22 I have people who care
23 I have parents who are proud of me
24 I have the ability to realise when I have gone wrong
25 I have safety
26 I have a sense of belonging




I have gratitude

To see the world in a grain of sand
and Heaven in a wildflower,
hold infinity in the palm of your hand and eternity in an hour.

~ William Blake ~

الحمدالله والشكر

Wednesday, 6 October 2010

Dresses and Life

Some people grow up with a dream,

Some people make this dream an aim,

Some people work towards their aim,

And some people get there.

Many are lost between,

But others like me freewheel life,

We move around instinctively until interrupted by a possibility,

A possibility which opens new horizons and gets us thinking...

Where do we belong in this world?

Imagine this possibilty as a designer dress,

Everyone talks about how perfect it is and how you can never go wrong with it,

But the problem is you can't fit in it,

You try really hard, and for so long to get to a size which allows you to fit in it,

Once your there,

You put it on,

And realize it wasn't made for you,

You don't feel any better wearing it, nor do you feel anything special about it,

But the people around you keep complementing you on the great job you've done getting there,

My point it,

Not everything out there is made for everyone,

Even though people may make it seem so prominent,

Whether its a career, person or any other object,

Don't feel down when you realize it's not made for you,

Look back and reflect on your journey,

Be proud for reaching your set goal,

And then move on and find another dress,

For a simple black dress can go a long way,

Accessorize ! ;)