You probably get this feeling too,
When you've got something on your mind,
And your chest feels tight,
Yet you can't seem to explain the cause.
I guess it's a few things in my case.
Firstly I'm already worried about results, although it's barely been 2 days since my last final.
How do I put this?
You see me as someone I'm not,
You judge me on the way I act to please you,
And at the end of the day neither I or you are satisfied.
What I saw once as special is now below average,
You're all the same,
And a love for lust,
I don't care anymore,
I seriously don't,
Carry on ignoring me,
I'm not going to loose anything because there wasn't anything to gain from the start,
So... goodbye ?
I annoy me,
Not sure if it makes sense,
But I do.
Every time I say I won't do something I end up doing it,
I care about things which are meaningless,
And I'm dragged into acting a certain way around certain people,
Why, why do I do that?
Some days I feel I have the strongest personality out there,
I know whats right and whats wrong,
I know what I want,
And I know who to be with,
But days like this,
I feel weak,
I want to start over again,
If only I could erase everything,
Every impression of me,
And get to be who I really am,
Putting it all out there,
And not having to lie to please anyone,
To simply speak my mind.