Out of them all you're the closest to me,
Our personalities are so contradicting yet a like,
You know how to push my buttons,
And I know what makes you laugh,
We would just look at each other in any situation and are thoughts would just click.
Seeing your tears today made my heart shatter,
I can't even remember the last time I've seen them before today,
I forgot you had that weak spot in your heart,
Over the years we've shaken off those childish memories,
But today it seemed as if you were 4 again,
I'd hold on to your hand proud of being a big sister,
Walking you to the play area,
The most vivid memory is when I slipped in the rain while still holding on to your hands,
I pulled you with me and we sat on the wet floors laughing off the embaressment.
You know how much I love you,
And how much we all believe in you,
Sometimes we just don't get what we want,
But I promise you God will give you something better,
And there will be a time in the years to come were you will hold your head up proud and be thankful for not getting what you wished for.
I'm your big sister and as it's always been,
I'm there to watch your back,
You'll get there,
You''ll make your dream and live it,
And I'll be there to make sure you don't fall down,
I'll be there to hold your hand.