But I just can't seem to get anything down,
I miss pouring my heart out.
Blogging means a great deal to me,
It's where I am me and no one can judge,
Where I get to figure myself out,
Where after I type that last line a weight lifts off my heart.
I guess I developed new ways of dealing with pain,
Or maybe I actually stopped feeling pain all together,
Coming to think about it I stopped being so dramatic about everything,
So maybe thats why there's nothing to obssess about.
So far this year I suprised myself with a lot of things,
Lately I've been so good at saying whats on my mind out loud,
For instance I told off my lab partners infront of a professor,
That would've never happened before,
I became more social around people I don't know and actually made a few new friends,
And I also gave an old perv a piece of mind when trying to hit on me !
So is this part of growing up?
"One often learns more from ten days of agony than from ten years of contentment. "