Sunday, 22 April 2012

Hating



Hmm where to start?

Well for one, I know some things about me never change,

Mistakes I keep making,

Over and over again,

Getting myself involved with things way bigger than what I can handle,

Still getting emotionally occupied with complete shit...

Will I ever grow up and just get over all this?

If only I act the way I think ,

I'd be someone different,

I'd be more comfortable with who I am,

Satisfied... less confused... more confident?

How can I put this in words...I'm too scared of taking responsibilty for my own actions,

I seem to dismiss the right thoughts,

Carry on with whats not doing me any good,

Only because I know it's too low,

So when I fall it won't make a difference,

argh...

I still feel theres more I want to say,

More to get off my chest,

But I'm lost for words,

I'm hating me at the moment.

1 comment:

  1. revise for exams first then you can start hating yourself all summer long ^__^

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