Hmm where to start?
Well for one, I know some things about me never change,
Mistakes I keep making,
Over and over again,
Getting myself involved with things way bigger than what I can handle,
Still getting emotionally occupied with complete shit...
Will I ever grow up and just get over all this?
If only I act the way I think ,
I'd be someone different,
I'd be more comfortable with who I am,
Satisfied... less confused... more confident?
How can I put this in words...I'm too scared of taking responsibilty for my own actions,
I seem to dismiss the right thoughts,
Carry on with whats not doing me any good,
Only because I know it's too low,
So when I fall it won't make a difference,
I still feel theres more I want to say,
More to get off my chest,
But I'm lost for words,
I'm hating me at the moment.