Saturday, 27 November 2010

One Day.

I wrote down a post,

Then decided to delete it,

At times words are no good,

You just have to accept reality,

You can't change anything,

You can't change history,

Retarded traditions,

Narrow minds,

All you can do is work on yourself,

And pray,

That one day you won't turn into all you promised not to be.


Friday, 26 November 2010

Use The Pain As Fuel.

I don't have anything to say,

I just feel like writing,

I'm at this stage were my life is at a halt,

Everything is so calm,

I've given up on the world around me,

And I've started working on myself,

I'm praying now,

Everyday,

All 5 prayers,

It feels weird,

I get to sleep relaxed,

And wake up in the morning feeling refreshed,

I stopped binging when I'm down,

And actually trying out a "diet",

Still haven't got to the studying part,

If I could only make a plan and stick to it,


Confront the dark parts of yourself, and work to banish them with illumination and forgiveness. Your willingness to wrestle with your demons will cause your angels to sing. Use the pain as fuel, as a reminder of your strength.



~ August Wilson

Wednesday, 24 November 2010

Three

Do something for God

Do something for yourself

and Do something for the world,

Combine these 3 acts together,

and promise you, you'll live the time of your life.

Sunday, 21 November 2010

It'll all get better in time
<3


Tuesday, 9 November 2010

Do u love urself ? (2)

"The thing is, at the end of the day you still have to face yourself."
~
Dave Pelzer

Its midnight,

A day’s worth of work has been accomplished,

People have been pleased,

Smiles have been shared,

Yet something is missing...

You lay there,

Looking futilely,

For a reason,

A reason for why you sense hollowness,

Hollowness in your soul...

Soul?

Your essence...

You start exploring reasons for such hollowness,

Does it signify lonesomeness?

A part of your heart which has been abandoned?

Or maybe just an illusion?

A day’s worth of work has been accomplished,

People have been pleased,

Smiles have been shared,

But...

What has one done for himself?

Sunday, 7 November 2010

My parents

I really miss my parents,

So I thought to myself why not write up a post about them,

Then I realised, it's hard fitting all what I want to say in just one post,

Literally, they'd make good material for a whole book!

My parents are the exact opposites of each other, yet there so alike,

It's weird in a sense, but when you think about it...

They complete each other.

I still remember the day,

When me and my dad had gone phone shopping,

On our way home we started talking about relationships,

One thing led to another and we got talking about how he and my mother met,

My parents come from different "mathaheb" and are in no way related to each other,

He said he saw her at work,

She was training him at the time,

And he'd seen in her the mother of his children,

I asked him why he saw that in her,

And to this day I remember getting a bit irritated by his intro to the answer,

He started off with saying how he'd seen women of all sorts and kinds when he was abroad,

And that taught him that a wife wasn't beauty, short dresses and makeup,

A wife wasn't the women who was the loudest, funniest or most attractive,

A wife was, ( Quote)

المره الي تصون نفسها,
تفرض شخصيتها بذكاءها
وتحافظ على سمعتها

هذي المره الي راح تصون ريلها وبيتها
وتربي عياله

That made me feel so... I can't describe the feeling,

I wish all men of this day and age saw that in their future wives,

Women wouldn't be so out there,

Girls would'nt run around looking for false love,

And children would'nt be as confused,

My parents didn't get married as kids,

My mum was 29 while my dad was 34,

I wish one day I could have a marriage like theirs,

I miss you yuma,,, yuba :)

Thursday, 4 November 2010

Do u love urself?

Do you Love yourself?

Seriously,

Stop for a couple of seconds,

And try repeating that phrase...

" Do I love myself?"

Do you?

If you do\don't...

How did you define what loving yourself is?

When we love someone,

We give away our lives to them,

We make time to be with them,

We create an environment in which they get all the attention and their needs are fulfilled,

Are you doing the same for yourself?

I highly doubt that.

Think about this,

And please share your thoughts,

I'm thinking about writing a series of posts in regards to this matter,

My aim is to change the way I see myself and help you do the same.