Friday, 25 March 2011


The rest of the world seems so worthless when compared to being in your mothers arms,

I miss my mum so much,

And it kills knowing that all this time I'm wasting away from her will never be replaced,

I don't know what else to say,

I have a mother,

But I can't be with her.

It hit home yesterday when shopping,

I tried to remember her figure when wanting to get her a dress,

But I couldn't,

It's been 4 months since I last hugged her,

Held her,

Felt her.

4 months isn't much time to be apart from someone,

But for being away from my own mother,

It seems like decades.

I'm fortunate enough to still have my mum,

I know one day this will be over and I'll run back to her arms,

Thererfore I am thankful to God.

My heart aches for those who have lost their mothers,

Nothing can be said to make the pain go away,

And I guess it never will,

Because a mother is never to be forgotten,

But what I can say is we all have memories that make us smile,

Cherish them and treasure their once existance,

Because right then and there,

Everything was perfect.

If I was damned of body and soul,
I know whose prayers would make me whole,
Mother o' mine, O mother o' mine.
~Rudyard Kipling

Thursday, 17 March 2011

I'm not who u think I am.

My mind's messed up,

It works in weird ways,

I do things I know I shouldn't be doing,

Yet when I get the expected reaction in return,

I feel so suprised,

I guess you'd call it denial.

Sunday, 13 March 2011

You don't have the right.

Loving someone does not give them the right to demean you,

The meaning of love holds respect and lacks any cause allowing one partner more superiority than other,

Love is equality.

People are pretty much alike. It's only that our differences are more susceptible to definition than our similarities.

~Linda Ellerbee

Friday, 11 March 2011

I'm feeling...

I can't explain, ,

I'm bored, like really really really bored,

There isn't anything to do,

Well there is,

Like studying for once,

But I'm talking about something fun.

Here I am laying on my couch,

All cuddled up with my blankie,

T.V. off,

Just enjoying some classics,

ذكرى- سؤال

شف لهفتي وانته غايب
وحيد بين الحبايب

But still this isn't satisfying,

Even my brain is bored,

I haven't got anything to think about,

Which is frustrating,

Cause atleast it would give me something to write about,

Other than this rambling,

You think I'm gonna stop ?


Ok la 7aram I waste more of your time,

sorry :)

Wednesday, 9 March 2011


Don't you ever get fed up with what surrounds you?

Same faces,

Same issues,

Same gossip,

Same jokes,


I wonder if theres away to break this cycle,

Other than moving to another continent,

Making new friends,

And forgetting the past,

But in reality we're all humans...

So how diverse can we really be?

Saturday, 5 March 2011

Hello...anyone there?

I'm back,

Anyone still feel like reading my rambles?