Sunday, 30 October 2011

you lose, you gain.

I've learned so much these past weeks I'm not really sure where to begin ;/ I've actually learned more about myself than those around me.

We all leave high school having gained more than just a certificate. We made memories, we made friends, we even made part of who we are today. Once we left those doors we kept in contact of some yet lost that of others. From time to time we visit that part of our life remembering forgotten faces. Each person contributed to our experiance no matter how distance we were.

A girl from high school passed away 2 weeks ago, I've been to school with her for as far back as I can remember. She is one of the sweetest people I've ever known, she had a pure heart and all my memories of her make me smile. Although we weren't so close, hearing that she is no longer here with us is a grievous loss. I hope her soul rests in peace and may God be with her family.

We always seem to forget how short life is, caring about things which don't matter and trying to please people who don't deserve something as little as a thought.

This month I also realised my four year friendship with someone passed away too; I still don't know why and to be honest I don't care anymore. When you pour your heart out into a friendship and try to be there as much as you can then on day you're shooed away with an "I'm Busy"... is it worth it?

I'd be a liar if I said it didn't hurt, but it would hurt more if I let myself run after someone who said they changed to the better and in return stopped talking to me. Am I that bad of a person to be around?

I miss blogging,

I feel I've got a lot more to say but its all mixed up.

Guess I'll stop here for now and I'll leave you with this, Click Here , LOVE HER TATTOOS !

Monday, 10 October 2011

Loneliness.





Loneliness accepted becomes a gift leading one from a life dominated by tears to the discovery of one's true self and finally to the heart of longing and the love of God.