Saturday, 31 December 2011


For 2012 I've got one resolution,

I'm going to fall in love with myself

Because when you're in love,
you care about the one you're loving,
you make them happy,
you pick them up when they're down,
you make them feel worthy,
you're always there for them
you wish them nothing but the best
and so you choose the best for them

No ones going to give me half of that without anything in return,
so I'm giving it to me!

I'm going to make sure in 2012 I'm treating myself well and caring to be a better person.

Happy new year ! Wishing you all a year full of self-satisfaction and smiles :)


Wednesday, 28 December 2011



So far I've written down 5 different opening sentences which i've erased each time,

I don't have something specific to write about,

My brain has shut itself off the past couple of days and I can't seem to think or feel !

I've gone into the "protective mode",

That state which you acquire over the years due to a string of bad incidents,

However the thing is,

I don't know what to point my finger at for making me feel this way,

I just do :(

Someone make me smile, or even cry... both would do,

I need emotions in my life.

"Numb is the new deep, done with the old me, and talk is the same cheap it's been. "
~John Mayer

Sunday, 25 December 2011

2 yrs still counting

Wow it's been 2 yrs since I got this blog up and running,

Writing down how much has changes since then needs a proper post,

But for now these lyrics sums it up :

I will be
Strong on my own
I will see through the rain
I will find my way
I will keep on
Traveling this road
Till I finally reach my dream
Till I'm living, and I'm breathing
My destiny,

It comforts me
it keeps me
Alive each day of my life
Always guiding me
Providing me
With the hope I desperately need

Well I gotta believe
There's something out there meant for me
Oh I get on my knees
Praying I will receive
The courage to grow and the faith to know


Tuesday, 6 December 2011

would you think?

If there is one thing in the world that you need your brain for it would be religion,

You just can't go along with everything you're told,

You need to weigh things out,

Put some logic into it,

Apply it to your everyday life,

And then, only then can you start to believe in it !

Believing everything you're told is being plain naive,

How could you pour your soul into a religion you're only part of because you've been told it's what's right?

You need to think!

Why is it right?

As I come from parents of different "mathaheb" I've always been split between the two,

I just can't choose one over the other,

I've always opted to balance things out,

By choosing what I believe gives the best reasoning,

Back in Kuwait we go to a certain 7ussainya in muharam,

I love that place,

It isn't all about grieving,

I always leave that place having learnt something,

The speech always left me thinking and evaluating my then beliefs,

Today we went to one in the UK,


The whole speech was about how the world is against "shee3a",

How they should be careful,

How they must follow the teachings of ahl il bait,

And must present their accomplishments to them....

ummm excuse me?

Isn't islam about God?!!

I thought we're supposed to follow his guidance,

His prophets,

And do well to be better people,

Which in return would be awarded with heaven,

Why WHY are these extremists ruining islams purity,

Instead of planting all those horrid thoughts in peoples brain,

Making muslims segregate even more than they already are,

Can't they preach "UNITY"?!

It simply breaks my heart.

Whether muslim, cristian, or even atheist,

We need to respect each others choices and learn to live in harmony,

Its the 20th centuray...

Till when will religion be this barbaric ?